Thoughts of Russia and birth mothers have surfaced for one daughter. She is not keeping these thoughts to herself and they have infected another daughter. I use that word because they are becoming fantasies and the truth is being replaced with dreams-- and it is becoming an obsession. An unhealthy obsession. For her... for her siblings... for all of us.
It hurts. It hurts her. She is setting herself up for disappointment.
And though I haven't told her.... her obsession to see her birth mother because then everything will be perfect... well it hurts me too.
So many thoughts running through my mind. So many things going on that I just don't have time to share right now.
But I trust that God is going to use this for His glory.